I don’t know how to say it
She makes me feel such…such…
Rage?
No, not that. An emotion that is
Far more complicated
Frustration?
That’s closer. Have you ever
Done a cinnamon challenge?
The one where you… you…
Eat a spoonful of cinnamon.
She makes me feel like that.
There is a burning dust in my throat
And I am unable to swallow.
There is a pounding headache at
the base of my skull, static and untreatable
There is an acupuncture needle being inserted
Into my ear and I can roll my eyes to watch.
So, how does she make you feel?
I’m watching a gazelle
Move across the African Veldt
But I know that there is a lion watching and
It is just the way of nature that prey get eaten
And predators move on
She makes you feel…like a lion?
No, like the gazelle.